总算完成了这个作品，算是第一本我真正意义上认真写完的，从去年到现在，我也是jin赶慢赶地在成年前写完了。
总觉得很多可说，很多要说，但真的到了言说的情境，反而无话可说。
原本完全不想要写成这样的篇幅对我而言已经很chang了，第一章的《X、Y、Z》，也只是随笔记录一则，但后来莫名觉得必须得言说一番，靠着“一个女人为了心爱的女人，成为男同xing恋”，这样荒谬的结尾苦苦支撑到现在。也是为了一碟醋包了一盘饺子
原本按照计划来讲，是还有两卷要写的，但我实在是太过于jing1疲力尽，就这样草草结束。并且那些我先前认为有意义的文字，现在也只是感到无所谓而已。就草草阉割。包括牧羊女的故事，原本是要写成一卷的，但实在是jin疲力尽，就姑且这样。
《K的日记本》，算是我目前为止写的最好的那一批了，不过隐喻和未尽之言都太过晦涩和抽象真直白地写，估计也发不出来罢。特别是最后两章，我已经不指望有人能看懂，后面可以说完全就只是为了炫技罢了。拥有我这样感chu2的人，想来是很少了。能够看到我的文字，并欣赏我这样隐晦文字的人，想来更少更少。并且由于互联网赛博写作的缘故，连沦为废纸的资格都没有。我这般的所谓写作者，也不过如此罢了。
水字数。
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总觉得很多可说，很多要说，但真的到了言说的情境，反而无话可说。
原本完全不想要写成这样的篇幅对我而言已经很chang了，第一章的《X、Y、Z》，也只是随笔记录一则，但后来莫名觉得必须得言说一番，靠着“一个女人为了心爱的女人，成为男同xing恋”，这样荒谬的结尾苦苦支撑到现在。也是为了一碟醋包了一盘饺子
原本按照计划来讲，是还有两卷要写的，但我实在是太过于jing1疲力尽，就这样草草结束。并且那些我先前认为有意义的文字，现在也只是感到无所谓而已。就草草阉割。包括牧羊女的故事，原本是要写成一卷的，但实在是jin疲力尽，就姑且这样。
《K的日记本》，算是我目前为止写的最好的那一批了，不过隐喻和未尽之言都太过晦涩和抽象真直白地写，估计也发不出来罢。特别是最后两章，我已经不指望有人能看懂，后面可以说完全就只是为了炫技罢了。拥有我这样感chu2的人，想来是很少了。能够看到我的文字，并欣赏我这样隐晦文字的人，想来更少更少。并且由于互联网赛博写作的缘故，连沦为废纸的资格都没有。我这般的所谓写作者，也不过如此罢了。
水字数。
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